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a lost moon

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one day at a time

They say you and me are not meant to be
They say first loves are not meant to last
Then why, why, oh why do I feel so sad
Then why, why, oh why am I falling apart

**I feel like a lost moon
Circling round and round an empty space
I don’t know why I exist
Should I just give up and self-destroy**

They say every wound would heal over time
They say every scar would fade eventually
Then why, why, oh why do I feel so weak
Then why, why, oh why am I gasping for air

***What if I’m lost forever
What if I’m lost forever
What if I’m lost forever
Why do I exist?
Why should I exist?***

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# by celizi0202 | 2009-07-06 16:44 | moonless night
Your eyes see through me, breaking all of my guards
Your voice's in my head, replaying every minute
I know this should end before it even starts
I know what I see in my head is not real

Fall, fall, I can't help myself
Crash, burn, I gotta get out
It's wrong, it's wrong to play with fire
Walk away before it's too late

**Turn away, walk away
and put you out of my head
turn away, walk away
I can not loose control
turn away, walk away
and leave my heart behind
walk away, before it's too late**

My world used to be black and white, so simple
My heart used to belong to me, in control
I know it's too late to escape from the truth
I know what I want is a crime of its own

***Walk away, walk away
I'll do whatever it takes
Walk away, walk away, Ah~~Ah~~ walk away***

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# by celizi0202 | 2009-07-02 16:38 | empty space
When the street lights turned on
When the laughter faded
When I’m driving home alone
You are on my mind

When I close my eyes at night
And try not to dream at all
Somehow I can still hear your voice
It’s like you’ve never left

**Just take another breath
Another step
And try to let (it) go
Get through just one more day
Just one more night
At a time**

When my walls are weakened
When I’m losing track of time
When my dreams are broken
You are on my mind
When I stayed awake at night
Absorbing your every word
I’ve lost the strength to fight tonight
I can’t make it on my own

Just one more day
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# by celizi0202 | 2009-06-09 18:17 | moonless night
Sitting in the passenger seat
Waiting for your words to hurt me
I thought I can take it with a smile on my face
So this is our final goodbye
I have nothing more to say

Walking out of your car
Avoid looking into your eyes
Hope that my tears won’t give my pain away
Then you pull me close
Let me cry on your shoulder one more time

** Please don’t stare, please don’t stare
I’m not losing my mind, it’s just my broken heart can’t stop bleeding
Please don’t stare, please don’t stare
I’m not losing my mind, it’s just my broken heart hurts too much**

Sitting in the closet, I don’t know what day it is
Turning off the radio, I’m sick of love songs
Stepping out into the rain, let the rain wash away my tears
Walking along the empty street, don’t know where I am going
If I go away, would you feel my pain?

** Please don’t stare, please don’t stare
I’m not losing my mind, it’s just my broken heart can’t stop bleeding
Please don’t stare, please don’t stare
I’m not losing my mind, it’s just my broken heart hurts too much**

***Please don’t stare, please don’t stare, please don’t stare***
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# by celizi0202 | 2009-05-30 18:01 | moonless night
Just close your eyes, don’t be afraid of darkness
Coz I’ll be right here to hold you
Just take my hand, let go of all your fears
Coz I will pull you up when you drown

I love you, I love you,
I love you, I love you, I love you
Please don’t go, please don’t go
Please don’t go, please don’t go, please don’t go

You said you had to go
To find a way to love me
You said you had to leave me
There is no other way
There is no other way

Just close my eyes, don’t be afraid of darkness
Coz I know you’ll come back to me
Sleep in your shirt, so I could smell just like you
That’s how I keep the tears from falling

I love you, I love you,
I love you, I hate you, I am you
I can’t breathe, I can’t breathe,
I can’t breathe, I can’t breathe, I can’t breathe

You said you had to go
To find a way to love me
You said that you are sorry
There is no other way
There is no other way

Too late
There is no turning back
Let go, Let go
You have to paid for what you’ve done
Too late, too late
I don’t know how to rewind
Let go, too late
What’s done is done, revenge is in my blood

Just close your eyes…
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# by celizi0202 | 2009-05-16 17:25 | moonless night
Water runs deep.

I’d never thought that I was capable of feeling such intense emotions; never believed that I could be so unforgiving. I thought my sixty percentages of Aquarius characteristics could take away the aching in my chest. I thought if I could fill the hole in my heart with someone new, then my protective shell could be intact again. How wrong I was. But at least I tried. I was doing something to try to repair the damage, but to little avail.
Since my denial has now evaded me. I’d decided to just simply walk toward the anguish. At least, I get to stay honest with my soul.


12:51am, 10th march 09.

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# by celizi0202 | 2009-03-09 20:56 | moonless night